clench one's fists
To show a firm determination about something.
Fists come and go
To strike each other with fist in a fight.
be unable to handle
To be unable to cope with something because it is burdensome and troublesome.
work an abacus
To weigh the gains and losses from something.
flick the beads on the abacus
To weigh the gains and losses from something.
like juk, porridge, boils
To seethe inside with surging feelings such as rage, resentment, etc.
die and be unable to live; be dead gone on; be head over heels in love
To indulge in something.
risking one's life and death
Very hard; to the utmost extent of one's power.
either dying or fainting
An expression used to describe an attitude of a person who runs every risk and makes all-out efforts.
hate doing something more than dying
To abhor something.
be neither juk, porridge, nor rice; come to nothing; be good for nothing
For something to be done halfway with nothing achieved.
even if one wakes up[awakens] from death
Never ever no matter how hard one may try.
regardless of dying or living
In any case; always.
a dead life; a living corpse
A situation where one can hardly live on as if one is dead.
go through deadly hardships
To go through severe hardships.
as if dying or living; desperately; tooth and nail
To focus on doing only one thing by giving one's life and all.
defecate to death
To spend too much energy in doing something.
taste like a death
To face a very tough situation where one would rather die.
cook juk, porridge
To completely ruin something or fail.
regardless of whether something becomes juk, porridge, or rice
No matter what; regardless of whether something will suceed or not.